Mirror.co.ukI spent £21k on weight-loss ops that made me FATTER - then lost ...Mirror.co.ukTo be walking around terrified to see just how big she was, how much she ate and to lie to herself. Denial was Julie's big thing. “I'd go shopping and eat a five-pack of doughnuts then simply pretend I hadn't,” she says. “All day at work I'd eat in ...